dad mom in town

my dearest dad mom are in town!! hurray!! i miss them very much for the past few months (mom as in town in aug, dad was in town in may)...

so many things happened to me for the past years (especially last year), they are my backbone... without them i am sure i am gone already...

dad mom... i love you!!

happy birthday

happy birthday to my dearest friend on her xx-th birthday!! i wish you happy and healthy forever and ever!!

picking it up again

begin to blog again, feels good and I think i will start to love it again...
kae! keep it up!!

my new life

today i am starting a new life with the gift from him above...
i am so glad, so happy with peace inside me...
thank you...

medical report

received the medical report from doctor today, thank god!!
from now on i will have to say healthy and and be good to myself.
stay happy!
stay healthy!

the past...

* lost a baby...
* depress...
* lost in love...
* on my own...
* lost myself...
* lost focus...
* lost (gain) some friends...
* lost in work...
* lost creditibility...
* wasted money...
* gain weight...
* wasted time...
* married...
* lost my love...
* lost trust...
* super depress...
* hurt my love...
* hurt my family
* hurt my friends...
* hurt myself...
* sick...
* under perform...
* hate myself...
* cont' lost myself...

what am i...
what i am doing...
i don't know...

hello...

hello... anyone here?
i was so lost... am i still here?
starting from today... i will take up blogging again to record my day to day life!

hi...

depress...

depress...
depress...
depress...
depress....

stress stress stress and tired week...

i had a really bad week... extremely busy... and upset...

i have been meeting with the "LB bitter gods" for more then a month already... this week... i got the worse "bitter god" list on hand... this family of 4 tortured me the whole tuesday!! from 12pm to 8pm... i was so stressed out... and cried after the meeting... not because i felt any sympathy... or sorry for them... i just feel wronged... very very 委屈... why i have to suffer?

the wednesday... another single "bitter god" torture for another 4 hours...

i'm soooooooo tired this week...
what can i do to release my stress?
yes...
shopping and spending...

thursday night... i went straight to cwb and bot many many clothes...
more about this shopping list later...

at disney?

sunday noon... we had buffet at the disney hotel to celebrate sasa's bday. as i'm not that into the disney characters and photos taking with them... i just went wondering around the hotel to explore the areas i like...

and i found they have a lot of victorian style mirror fame everywhere... just love them so much... can't held myself... need to shot them down where ever i see them...

found this at the main lobby... a huge one on the wall...


got this one from the basement washroom... the wall paper goes well with this frame...


this one... from lobby washroom... love the mirror in mirror set up...

baby miles

while all the girls and boys were busy catching up... we got a happy boy dance for us!! baby miles loves to dance dance dance... it wasn't easy to take a clear picture of him... unless...


unless you tell him him to dance the "freeze dance"... hahaha...

finally... a clear picture of lovely baby miles...